KOTETSU

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[ He wants to say no. He ought to. But staring at the letter in his hands... ]

...I don't know.

[ Because the truth is, all Rex wants, more desperately than anything, is to be cared about. He's been watching people forge bonds and display how much they love one another, through good and bad, for weeks on end. Weeks where all he had was a collection of people that hardly knew him at all, and no memories of anyone ever caring for him in the least. And he could have tried, but--but then--he doesn't want to turn around and one day discover he was everyone's second. or third. or last. fine enough, but to be discarded at a moment's notice when it's convenient.

Rex slides down to sit on the dusty ground. He wants this so, so badly. but he can't let himself get burned again. ]

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[ And now... Kotetsu knows he has no right to reach out to him. He looks at Rex with such a sad expression. He can't fix this. He can't do anything to right this wrong that he's done against this boy. ]

Then give me time. I'll try what I can to show you I care. Not about everyone as a collective, but you, personally, Rex. Maybe I can't fix this... Maybe you won't believe me. But I want to try anyway.

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[ he shouldn't. he shouldn't. he already knows where kotetsu's priorities lie, why should he hurt himself again like this, he shouldn't-- ]

...fine. One last chance.

[ His knees are brought up to his chest, head resting on them. He lets the letter drift out of his grip. ]

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[ he goes to grab the letter and puts it back where it belongs. ]

Thank you. Let me figure out how to do that for you.

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[ he just nods once, face buried in his curled up posture. ]